Being ignored sucks. I don’t get it at all.
The moment when you’re depressed, nauseous and frustrated all at the same time :/
First day that I havent talked to you at all since we started talking way back in January. It’s hard but I think I can do it..
Another day where I want to give up :/
What sucks is that I still long for you. I still hope that someday you will want me back. You say we aren’t meant to be.. But how can you be so sure? How? When your feelings were blocked by feelings for your ex. You Gave up:/ short of 4 months is not enough time to determine if you are meant to be with that person or not. I wish I was okay. I wish I didn’t constantly want to see/ talk to you. I wish I dont have to pretend to be happy when deep down im not okay, not at all. It’s been two weeks and I hide everything. Writing in the notepad of my phone because no one wants to listen. You say I’m needy, emotional and seeking attention but I’m not. I’m drowning, being painfully honest, seeking comfort, love, compassion. I just want my other half back…