Fall Seven Times, Stand up Eight.

things are beginning to pile up again. i feel as though progress is slowing at an exponential rate. right now, it really feels like the only people i have right now are wade, and jeannette. no one else seems to care enough to even listen to my problems, let alone offer some sort of useful advice….

I care about you so much Lloyd and you should know that I’m always here for you, I’ve told you that several times. I love you, I don’t know if you’ll ever truly understand that, but you mean a ton to me.

this has always bothered me. i feel as though when two straight people begin a relationship, they get a wee bit of attention from a person or two, but beyond that, no one really cares beyond the first week or so of public affection. however, if two gay people start a relationship, an enormous…

Lloyd I completely and utterly agree with you. I felt the same exact way when me and Emily started dating. I felt like people were constantly watching my every move with her, but i’m over that now. I honestly could care less what others think of my love life. Its me and they can love me or hate me for it.

who gets random emails from old friends about how many times they’ve fucked up and how drugs have done nothing ferr them.
apparently i’ve become the neutral chick, because i don’t go to tech and i’ve never tried anything.
somehow i attract these lost companions, yet the chicks i eat lunch with…

babe, I care about you so much, and i’ll be in gym tomorrow if you need to vent. I love you so much<3

i feel somewhat cold-hearted. i feel like i don’t give you the benefit of taking the other foot off the ground. i feel like i’m not basing enough of myself on emotion. i feel like i’m playing things too safe, to the extent that i’m not allowing myself all the happiness that i could be getting, and…

if you need someone to talk to, i’m always here and you know that<3

I can’t even begin to describe the way you make me feel. My feelings for you I’ve never felt for anybody. You’re the first person that I can actually see myself having a real healthy stable future with. I’m so in love with you, I can’t even tell you how much my heart swells when I’m with you. or…

ugh babygirl, we’re so perfect, I am looking forward to many more months even years to come<3 I love you with me entire being.