Is it occurring again?
I haven’t felt this way about anyone in such a long time but the fact that you have a boyfriend is holding me back. You say you genuinely like me but you also love him, it it possible? Can you choose between the two? Decipher your feelings? Sacrifice some friends so that you can yourself and follow your. I know its not easy but I love seeing you happy, that smile is beautiful. You’re...
It's time for me to stop being used and ignored..
I need to keep telling myself I deserve better, to leave the past behind and move on, and open my eyes to the people that really love me and want me in their life. I need to stop caring about those who don’t care about me and move on. It’s so time Alex, now lets make some actions..
Being ignored sucks. I don’t get it at all.
The moment when you’re depressed, nauseous and frustrated all at the same time :/
First day that I havent talked to you at all since we started talking way back in January. It’s hard but I think I can do it..
Another day where I want to give up :/
What sucks is that I still long for you. I still hope that someday you will want me back. You say we aren’t meant to be.. But how can you be so sure? How? When your feelings were blocked by feelings for your ex. You Gave up:/ short of 4 months is not enough time to determine if you are meant to be with that person or not. I wish I was okay. I wish I didn’t constantly want to see/ talk...
When you’re sick to your stomach an cant seem to even sleep for more than an hour straight because you know you just lost your other half… Why does this happen to me :/ I guess I’m not meant to be happy
Thing have been weird with you lately :/ like your feelings for me are different… Thinking things through. Hello sleepless night
Is it worth the pain of getting emotionally destroyed again :/? Not so sure
It’s sad when you’re only 18 and you’re more mature than your 22 year old sibling.
Realizing you fucked up on a huge ap stats final project. Typo error -_-
Once I’m cleared to run again my goal is to lose 15 pounds! Let’s go summer
And I’m starting to think that I’ll never forgive myself for what I’ve done.
tearoutyourinsides asked: hey lovely lady, you okay?
Anonymous asked: hi. you're gorgeous.
Embarrassed and feeling like a disgrace. Not wanting to leave my bed let alone my house. Feeling like an asshole, a loser. Hurting the person i love who makes me the happiest, who has been the first to fully complete me, the first to fully understand and support me. Fucking up in life once again, wishing I could for once do something right and make someone happy without hurting them. Guilt eating...
If I lose you idk what I will do :/
Fuck this… Feeling like a fucking failure and hurting the ones you love
Hello start to a shitty day, end now please
tearoutyourinsides asked: You are so beautiful my dear<3
And what if
What if im just in that cover up stage.. Where she is using me to get over him. What if it is all just a phase. What if I’m risking my heart for something that could end in just a split second? It she worth it? All running through my mind, but love is a powerful thing. And I am completely in love with her.
This is going to be the first time in a long time that I am going to bed smiling. You amaze me in each and every way, from how caring you are to your artistic abilities, to our intellectual conversations. I’m falling for you and I hope I dont regret anything.
As hard as I try. I don’t think I’ll ever be over you.
Its times like these...
Where I see you smiling.. and know its not from it. Where I regret the past. Where I still recieve the chills down my spine, or the butterflies in my stomach. It’s times like these where I wish you were still mine.
No matter what I do, my heart continues to follow you…
I still like you… So much